Archive for July, 2008

Leeches

Friday, July 18th, 2008

It used to be an institution where we can study and a place for us to learn something valuable for the people..
Now, it’s just a goldmine for some people and a business opportunity to sell a so-called ‘recognition’ piece of paper (which is sometimes, pretty useless in the end) with a premise of ‘A place to pursue higher educations’..(yeah..right)..

Hope you leeches burn in the lowest pit of hell !!!

The wall

Tuesday, July 15th, 2008

This is just for the pearl of Atlantis,

Ever since long, long time ago,
I’ve been building a wall
So thick
and
So high

Every encounter mean a new brick
Every betrayal mean a new layer

So thick
and
So high

My own protection against every hostile attempt
My own protection to keep the enemies at bay

So thick
and
So high

It become nigh impenetrable
It become my own prison

I was a convict without a ball and chain
I was a prisoner by my own hands

A thought of being insecure
Countless attempt to keep me secure
In the end, i was securely insecure

When i built that wall, i forgot one very important and  simple thing:

A door

It is time for a new and easier task to begin
To build a door
Learn to open myself for my better half

With a door built on the wall, a new start is beginning
It is no longer a prison anymore
Now, it is a place i could hang my hat

A place that i can call it: home

I am sorry for the thing i call the wall

:)

Friday, July 11th, 2008

Yesterday…the tears in my eyes were the fruits of misery and sadness..
Today…the tears in my eyes are the fruits of smile and happiness..

Knowing that it turns out that there are still some of souls that i know show me that they still care for me and give me a reason to enjoy my days to come, even though i didn’t asked them to.

Now i realized, during the dark days the true color will appear..no matter how far or how close..

To all of you, i would have embrace you in my arms..
To all of you, there is always a ‘room’ reserved for you..
To all of you, you are welcome in my house anytime..

Looks like God still loves me after all..

WTF?????????????

Wednesday, July 9th, 2008

Pffft!!!!!
As if i haven’t got enough pain already….
Let’s see what do we have so far…

A razor blade in my back..
A dagger stabbed at my heart..
A gazillion thumbtacks at my neck..
3 inches nails piercing my feet..
Glass shards in my eyes..
All of my nails got pulled out..
and a crowbar rammed to my chest..

Yeah…as if those weren’t enough…
some assholes put lotsa bullets in my head!!!!!
Ooow..happy, happy..joy..joy..
HMPF!!! Let’s see, i bet there will some bloody, ass-fucker, shitty, heartless bastards
bring a new instrument of pain coming at me..yeah…that will happen..heh!!!

As ussual..
What else is new?????