ODINSONSAYS

I’ve just got an e-mail from my employer. She told me she really satisfied with the works that i’ve done but that’s just the prologue…
She told me that at the first quarter of the year 2008, she will negotiate to put the books that i’ve done with her into an animated TV series (WHOA!!!!!!!!!)…I can’t believe it!!!! She even offered me to stay at San Diego and work with her…Oh my..
That’s not all…
The books that i’ve done will be published not in US only but also will be published in China. These are the biggest achievement in my live ever…
I hope my parents and my family will be proud of that fact…
and
to my lovely Irfa, i did these for you…

When all the jewels have lost their sparkle,
when the gold has lost it’s luster,
when the realm of aimless joy has become a mere hall of prison,
when all these plastic figurines that used to bring tons of happiness have become lifeless desire…

All that’s left is my dream of the upcoming moments with you…

Last night, i decided to plug some cartoons to my DVD player. I thought, it’ll be nice and relaxing to watch some cute things dancing on the tube.

I decided to watch Disney’s Dumbo and Pinochio…cos i havent see them in ages..

During the time when i watched those flicks, i cried like a sissy bastard (Especially when Dumbo hugging his mother’s trunk and when Gepetto crafting Pinochio). When the movies are over, i cried even harder..
Everybody would say that there’s no cartoon that’s sadder than "Grave of fireflies" (Yeah..sure..whateva..).
Those flicks really reminded me that…
How great the love of my parents to me after all these years..
After all these time, have i lost my innocence?
It will be sooo nice to see my parent’s happy face again.Can’t wait to go home.
and
I really can’t hardly wait to see a little baby sent from heaven above for me and my wife to love…

Lately, the distance has become more distant..
What went wrong?
Time for SELF evaluation