Archive for August, 2007

Mental note

Friday, August 31st, 2007

Old lessons that i always forgot :

Always remember : Listen to your head instead of your heart.

No one in this life is with me constantly, no one is completely on my side.

Everyone keeps asking me to see things through their eyes but no one ever try to see things through my eyes.

Totally expendable, replaceable and forgettable..thats me.

I’m always at the position where every sides keeps pushing me and suck my life force outta me.

I’m also a human being who also have phobias, traumas and problems like anyone else.

SHOOT!!! i also have feelings! i am not a battery-less robot! i also have my own side of the story! i also have tons of problems! i also happen to be a human being who were born from a mother’s womb!

WHO CARES????

 

Hopefully GOD listen to my innerself right now…hopefully YOU’ll understand what i feel right now…hopefully YOU can prove how wrong i am…hopefully…this is not a fool’s hope..

seasoned scar tissue

Sunday, August 12th, 2007

I never say this before…
Have you ever felt that you’d move your world just to be with someone that you care for but it turned out that someone (s) only remember you when they’re in trouble or when they need a bucket to hold their tears and biles.
For years i have wipe their asses for all the skit that they’ve done, just in the name of the so called ‘brotherhood’…(yeah..right..brotherhood….my ass!!)
and..what did i got in return? they ran and all i got were the craps on my hand.
I guess the old saying is true: no good deeds goes unpunished.
Got a different point of view? be my guest, its a free world anyway but know this:
this is what i’ve experienced for the last decade and i’m not so lucky in this area like you are.