Archive for August, 2005

Trigger seeker

Tuesday, August 30th, 2005

Wounds that still refuse to close

Here i am, in the state of paradise lost

Please tell what do i made of

I don’t think it’s my time to dissolve

All that i need, the flavor of the week

Make you strong, make you weak

Where should i seek?

Thumb through the wall and find some leak

Just like a duck, constantly yapping the beak

Who shall inherit the earth? the meek

The wind make a whisper of my lament

Staring at the well that full of cents

Your eyes, your hair, your scent

Every breath you take is a ‘Kodak’ moment

Is there any room inside for a lifetime rent?

Look at these empty holes

Full of maze, the state of my soul

Right now the sky may seems so heavy

Blue snowy mountain is the place where i want to be

Should i walk this thousand miles road?

Why do i have to write these #@&*?~^!! words???

Whatchamacallit

Sunday, August 28th, 2005

Awkward images painted inside my head

Distant stars are just for us to gaze

Another sunset to be wasted

Die young is far too boring these days

Alone in the crowd, the story of my side

What is the reason? i can not recall

End it all with UZI suicide?

That’s so archetypical

No revolution can stop the rain from falling

Imagination from divided state of mind

No more sleepy dreaming

I wish i am a citizen of Disneyland

Die Nuance auf blau

Friday, August 26th, 2005

Nuance_of_blue The zenith drape herself with the robe of million distant dimes

Just me and my mind, listen to serenity’s chimes

A siesta from Aurora’s tides

Eternal wind blow and turn my sight

Far beyond until my mind tell me to alight

In the blackest of night

i see a beautiful height

Silvery cloud around the azure silk under Hyperion’s ray of light

Mesmerized like a fool

My mind say it’s so peaceful

My eyes say it’s beautiful

My desire say let’s roll

Escalate to reach the alp is the goal

Alas, the palisade is just for me to admire from a distance

Leaning towards the fence

All i can do is just blow a sigh and take a glance

Different vividness but same hues

There’s a dirt in my eyes and mud in my shoes

One of these days they will call it a blues

Leaving the nuance of blue behind i continue my stride

Following the sun that always be my guide

Across the praire, with thousands of dreams at my side

Someday i will find my bride

Die Sonnenblume

Tuesday, August 23rd, 2005

The beauty of the sunflower makes me feel alone

Wont play in the crowd with the big hit sound

My inner self shout in the silence

I feel fast off to heaven just like Moses on a motorbike

Just try to hide from the light but don’t wanna sit on a time bomb

The darkness can embrace the light but never eclipse it

Can only imagine the creamy slice that go to waste

So nice to eat, so nice to taste..

Can only stare at the arms of Orion from a far

So close and yet a million light years away..

Staring at thy window

Sunday, August 21st, 2005

So this is my dream and these are my eyes..

Blue raspberry, golden butter and tender bread..can i have a slice?..

Sparkling blossom sunflower..can i have a glance?

Sweet Jarrah tree’s honey..can i have a taste?

The whisper of my inner song..can you hear it?

……

I guess, all i can do now is staring at sands that pouring to the hour glass..

Bonbon

Tuesday, August 9th, 2005

The marshmallow is getting sweeter and sweeter every day..

The gold is getting shinier every hour..

The sunlight is getting warmer and warmer every times..

BY JOVE!!! Even the bus smells a lot nicer!!!!

Mmmm…this is one of the BEST semester ever!!!!

I wish the sun will always smiles and make my days brighter..

(Here’s hoppin’)

Que sera sera

Whatever will be will be

The future’s not ours to see

Que sera sera..

” A “

Friday, August 5th, 2005

Shoulda told you by now, but i can’t find the words..

If i could show you somehow, but i don’t have the nerve..

You don’t see me looking at you..

Behind these hairs, this black cloth, behind the smoke, behind those thundering laughs, under the rings..

I’m only laughing on the outside, my smile is just skin deep..

Nope, i won’t listen to my heart anymore..

But..those smiles…..how can i shoo those images away?