Archive for June, 2005

Nihil

Sunday, June 26th, 2005

Woke up and suddenly something flashed across my mind. I just remembered how long i’ve stayed in this so called life.

Another morning, one more "yesterday", who knows about "tommorow"?

The sea eating the sands away from the beach..

..Just not my day…

Hades

Friday, June 24th, 2005

Man, the day has finally arrived! Although i already knew it from the start but it still hurt!!!!

Hurt like someone dig your heart with a spoon! Taste bitter like a bile that stuck to the back of your tongue! It’s cold like a surgeon knife! It’s suck like life itself!!!

All i can do is just shake my fist to the sky above. Everything looks like horse’s shit!!! Everything smells like devil’s puke!!

…and there’s nothing i can do about it…BASTRADS!!!!!

I should’a listen to my head more instead of my heart.

I’m tired….i’m soo fuckin’ tired……..i just wanna be alone so i can hear the sound of black noise….

…bloody cunt!!!!

Just a little thorn on my thumb..

Tuesday, June 7th, 2005

Hnh! Have you recently know someone who has two edged tounge? or an egomaniac who think that he always right? or a "show-off"? or just a plain hypocrit?

Not me. I don’t know anyone like that RECENTLY, but CONSTANTLY. Yes! i’ve always encountered those bastards like the ones that i’ve described. I dunno, i just think those assholes are everywhere. Yeah, yeah, i know..

Hey, like i said before: i just try to pull a LITTLE thorn from my thumb, oke? oke? oke!

I hate those people who have big egos that always hunger for praise. Sometimes, they brag "i’m better than youse…etc." or "Hey, look at me, am i good at it or what?". That kind of shits..They always try to make everyone look small. Fuckin’ hate those mofos.

I hate those people who think they’re such a tough guy but in reality they just challenge a bunch of tykes, babies. For God sake! Try fighting someone on your size!!! and to make it worse: they constantly brag about it to everyone. Hmpff!!

A and B are best friends. One day, A said to B "hey, B. I like eating chocolate, what about you?"

and B replied "Chocolate? feh! that’ll make you fat. How can you eat that kind of shit?".

B acted like choclate is equal to shit.

At the other day, another guy came. His name is C. C said to B "Hey, B. I like eating fruits, what about you?".

B replid "I like chocolate, C."

"Ugh! How can you eat that? chocolate is sticky and will ruin your teeth." said C.

B said "Hoho! But Chocalate is sweet. Sweeter than any fruits that you eat."

I hate ‘B’ and everyone who’s typical like ‘B’ !.

Oke, that’s enough. Like i said before, just a thorn although there are so many thorns at my thumb right now, besides who care about this pieces of shit that i talk about?

Getting sleepy………zzzzZZZzz z zz zz z   Z  zz ZZZ zz z z  z       z z             z

I KNOW YOU’LL READ THIS..

Wednesday, June 1st, 2005

I WRITE THIS IN CAPITAL SO YOU CAN READ THIS CLEARLY, CAPICE?
TO WHOM IT MAY CONCERN :
STOP LIVING IN THE PAST!!!! I MEAN IT!!!! YOU CALL ME A LIAR?
FINE!!!! SO BE IT!!!!
I CAN UNDERSTAND THAT.
I CAN DO NOTHING BUT RESPECT YOUR OPINION ABOUT ME. HECK, EVERYONE’S GOT THEIR OWN OPINION ABOUT ME JUST LIKE YOU DO. NO MATTER WHAT I SAY WILL MAKE YOU BELIEVE ME ANYWAY.
YOU THINK I’M ANGRY? NAH, JUST FURIOUS.
SINCE I AM A PAIN IN THE NECK TO YOU RIGHT NOW, MAYBE IT’S BETTER IF YOU “DELETE” ME FROM YOUR LIFE COMPLETELY.
I WISH YOU THE BEST. MAY YOU FINALLY GOT WHAT YOU’VE ALWAYS WANT AND I (REALLY) HOPE HE’S MUCH BETTER THAN ME ( BY ALLAH, I MEAN IT).