ODINSONSAYS

Welcome to the first day of the rest of your life, ce.

Another year has passed.

Another blank page is here to be filled,

Grab your quill ,

Write your days to come with golden ink at will,

Tommorow will be better than yesterday,

Leave all the sadness pass you by.

Here i am, alone, no cakes, no friends, just me and my lighter. I close my eyes, turn on my lighter, make a wish and blow the flickering tiny flame.

Dear God, only You know what i’ve always wanted, please make it so.

Amin.

My, my, my…look at the time, another year of my life have passed. I guess it’s time to say "welcome to the first day of your entire life" to myself. I try to evaluate what’s going on at the last 365 days. Let’s see… yester year was the first time i ever set my foot at the holy land of Mecca, trave to Turki, Egypt, Malaysia and of course, the land down under, Australia. I was so happy because my dear Father finally recovered from his heart condition. I was so damn worried. I want my father to experience having grandchildren so bad. I want to see him happy. I prayed like i never prayed before, thank God, it seems Allah SWT answered my pray. I’m sooo happy… I love you, papa and i love you too, mama…i love my family so much although i never say it in front of them. Everything that i’ve done, i did it for my family. Yesteryear i broke up with my girlfriend. I wasn’t proud of it. I never want to make any girl sad, especially cry. I dunno, i guess this is the path that God’ve made for me. I’m sorry.. Last year also mark my return as a tutor since the last time i teach in Y2K. Also, at that time me and Dangdut (Adit) become soo close. I worked at DNP for about 6 - 7 months. Just couple of months before i left, i met "the angel of mirage". She’s so beautiful. She’s so beautiful and i’m such a coward! Your beauty makes me feel alone. Every time i saw you smile made me feel warm. I couldn’t wait to see you again although you’ll probably think that i’m a nobody. Besides, i think a long distance relatonship is not for me as i’ve learned from history of my life. I don’t want to make another girl shed a tear again.. Now, it’s time i start a new life.

This is it! The line of death is gaining upon me! Time to arrange all those junkpiles of scraps that i’ve been assembled this couple of weeks. Shoot! i can feel the intensity now! The essays, researches..Oh my God! I hate those words!! Oh, well..better put my act together.

This week’s not all that bad. At last "the Valkyrie" has landed on my chest. Altough, i’m not really quite sure..

If there’s one thing that i’ve learned from previous history, is a "fast relationship" would never last for an eternity. I dunno, probably i suppose to be happy but why do i feel a little cold inside? I guess i should enjoy it while it last and see where the wheels of destiny will take me to.

I’m sorry, E.

Just expect the unexpected…

Bugger! I guess i flew too close to the sun this time. I got a bad mark at my research for design context!!! It will leave a bloody stain at my record!

Oh, well..nothing’s perfect..

I think i spend too much doe this month and it’s just the first week of the month. Gotta stop being so comsumtive.

Kenneth and Shu wen gave me an interesting input for my assignment.

Kenneth is probably the nicest classmate i have. All my classmates are nice but he is the nicest. That guy, Jaegen, always cracks me up with his enthusiasm and confidence. I guess i should learn more about confidence from this bloke.

My hair looks like a vulture’s nest already, maybe i should cut it but it keeps me warm during the winter days.

Damn! i lost 6 kilos! Gotta start work out again and MORE CHICKEN!! HAHAHAAA!!!!

Fiuh! After a couple of days rest at last my brain is kickin’ again. I could feel it working again.

Yesterday was pretty much a good day for me, i got a good mark for the design concept assignments. Finally the seeds that i have sown started to show some fruits. Just 5 weeks more to summer break.

I hope i can keep this mood until deadline.

"The bastards" at the class started to soften up, it’s time i show them what i made of. Gonna ram their egos to their wrinkled bung-holes! Never mess with the "Odin’s son", especially at my own battlefield! Feel the thunder from my hammer!

No..no…no….

I shouldn’t say that…

Try to be more ‘mature’, just be cool…

Take a deep breath….shut the eyes…

Just concentrate to the works…..

At least "she" ’s still nice to me..